I don’t even think I can scratch the surface of the oddities that are suffocating my brain. I feel really funny and strange and sad and weird right about now. We can blame this on all the things I have to get done this week. I got a 98 on my English paper, but I still have 2 misterms to kill(and may I add 2 more essays). My Soc exam scheduled for today was postponed to Thursday because my Professor was sick. On top of that I leave for Utah tomorrow :o I really hope my Professor finds it somewhere in his heart to have mercy on me. Cross your fingers.

I’ll try and cheer myself up and remisince about this past weekends events. 

Friday I spent the enite day with my mama. It fills me up with such joy to see her strong and healthy again. The retail therapy probably helped haha. She’s not 100% top notch, but I have faith she will get better soon. It’s good knowing she’s home safe. I’ve taken all the time I have with her for granted in the past and now I see how precious each moment with her is. I am her daughter. She is my mother. There is no bond stronger.

Saturday I got the privilege of waking up to Kahana’s face. I don’t let him kiss me though, I’m convinced I’m stinky breath in the morning LOL. We packed up our lunch that consisted of PB&J’s and fruit punch caprisuns and got into his Trooper and headed down to Manhattan Beach. Tired of the same ol’ same ol’ we continued driving down the coast, untill we arrived in Santa Monica. We roamed around 3rd St. Promanade watching street shows and browsing through shops. Just walking aound with him by my side holding his hand gives me these warm fuzzies. He’s so cute when he wears his beanie. That night we went ice skating with a few of his friends. He used to ice skate so it was cute to see him out on the ice trying to rekindle his long lost relationship with his blades and the ice. When he fell, it was ever so cute! He even gained a few young female admirers HAHA ! The lights were off and music was playing. We danced around the whoile rink singing along to the songs the DJ played .I love our crazy little moments. 

Now I sit here and write disgustingly cheesy posts and feel completely enchanted. Call me a chump, but I will forever be a sucker for the butterflies, the enchantment, and the late night phone calls. I get all those butterflies, and I giggle way too obnoxiously, and float on home. I’m a sucker for love. k byeee.

• I’ll put a tear in the ocean when you find it I’ll stop loving you.
• God was showing off when he created you.
• I fall in love every time thinking about you.
• My heart beats your name.
• I love you Melanie, I really do. Look in my heart and you’ll find you.
• Life without you is like a broken pencil, pointless.
• You’re my best friend. My shoulder to lean on. My hands to hold. The one person I know I can count on. You’re the love of my life. You’re my one and my everything.

*siiiigh

Kahana.

He lowkey called us fat haha it’s still cute though ^.^

it’s been 23 months with kahana<3 i love this crazy kooky kid. i love him to the moon and back thru a thousand lifetimes. i will love him for eternity.